Some more things I have noticed.

1. I frequently underestimate myself.

This is mainly referring to the exam marks I've received.
A+ for Art.
A for Media.
B+ for English.
B+ for Biology

and that's it so far.
But like. Wow. I only studied for one exam, and I haven't even got that mark back yet... I've surprised myself at how much I know. Either that or how developed my bullshitting skills are..

2. When someone doesn't accept, they judge.

As is blatantly obvious to all that know me, I've developed a rather ridiculous obsession for X-Men: First Class/James McAvoy/Michael Fassbender.
Let me first say: when I mention them and you give me a " -_- " expression, be it through technology or in real life, it hurts. You have your idiosyncrasies, your own passions, your own little hobbies and obsessions, why be so judgmental of mine?
Just because I express my love for these guys slightly differently than you would (that wasn't meant to sound kinky, I swear), doesn't mean you automatically have to roll your eyes at me.
JUST. LEAVE ME ALONE.
I'M SO SICK OF JUDGMENTAL PEOPLE.

LET ME BE MY FUCKING SELF AND STOP GIVING ME THAT LOOK.


I'm well pissed right now.
I think this is a perfect opportunity to sing/write.
I haven't written in ages.

so..
3. I haven't written a story or read a book in ages.

I miss doing that. So so much.
I miss having the time to do things, having the energy. I miss playing my bass. I miss writing random fan-fics for crappy websites and fanatics like me.

I miss too many things; I frequently dwell on the past and find it hard to move on/let go in a lot of ways.

Finishing off this blog in a contradictory manner to how it started... I disappoint myself sometimes too.

I can be better than this, I know it...

<3 effy.