some things just brighten your day.

Like this photo.

Ahahahahahhahahahhahahaha.

How the fuck is that even possible.

So what can I say? I sustained a pretty br00t4aL injury at rollerblading, from successfully doing one of those epic flying-for-a-second stacks.
I flew forwards, dropped my hockey stick, and landed on top of it.
Needless to say, rollerblading + loss of co-ordination + concrete + a fucking massive wooden stick = massive ouchies for Felicity's right side.
It was rather nice of A to help me up though, since we barely ever speak but she was surprisingly nice today :)

But hey it was pretty fun!
Although, coming back to school was not.
There was only ten minutes left of period three, so we didn't go to art...
but unfortunately some of my mates did
which lead to miss camiliri interrogating me at lunchtime as to my whereabouts :/
and it was awkward.

But mleh. Overall a good day, apart from the stabbing pains in my stomach right now :)

I think I may go throw up.

KCOOL.

<3

ROLLERBLADING

We're doing. Rollerblading. For school.

Holy fucking shit.
I missed out on the first session last week, and the next one is tomorrow omg omg omg

SO EXCITED GUYZ!

lulz.

saaaa excited. May or may not be on a sugar high/sleep deprived/in love with the wrong people.

ahhhh, life :)

The hardest part, is letting go; not taking part. You really broke my heart.

Holy shit I shouldn't be as sad as I am about the year twelves officially finishing.
But I actually feel like crying right now.


Scratch that, I am crying right now.
Two guys. They know who they are. They're probably sick to death of me.
And I already fucking miss them.

Won't see them around. Won't be there to brighten my day.
Won't be there in homeroom to impersonate K and make his shoes have voices..


Fuck.
I wish they didn't have to leave.
Wish they still saw me as a friend and not some annoying teen.
I wish I didn't always fuck up my chances with amazing guys.

:(

A few things you should know about me.

1. I have anxiety. It can be quite bad at times. A majority of the time it's irrelevant. I get scared of stupid things, worry too much and bounce my knees until I'm not even doing it consciously anymore.

2. I'm paranoid. Yes, I saw you look at me like that.
Was it intentional?
I'll think about it all day now.

3. I'm sad a lot more often than I'll let on.
I'm sad now actually.
Because two people who meant a lot to me, and I didn't really mean a lot to, made a whole joke about me yesterday (and beforehand, I only found out yesterday) which makes me look like a slut or a stalker or both.

4. I'm losing respect for humans in general.
I wish I was a spaghatta nadle.

5. I also wish I could hear out of my left ear.

6. I get attached to people waaaay too easily. Say something nice to me, and you're good looking? I'm stuck. It's horrible. I feel attracted to at least three people I barely know right now. They give me butterflies and one of them, I've only met once.

7. I'm sick of myself. I'm sick of this anxiety and my constant mood swings.
Oh, and I don't want to go on camp.

8. I'm not in a good mood right now. I don't even know how to/don't even want to finish this blog.

I might even end it here.

It's all good guys.
You know how I said I couldn't hear out of my left ear? OR right ear, one of the two?

well it's evened out now, I can't hear out of either! *walks into wall*

hey school, please stop doing uniform checks.
I don't like taking my DISCREET piercings out.
its not like people are looking that intensely at my nails/hair/earrings anyway.


so fuuuuuuuck you.

9.

I've had this cold for nine days. This cough. For nine. Fucking. Days.
I've never been so annoyed at my own body.

I also wish I had inspiration for an interesting blog
but I really don't.
I keep thinking of ideas but with my shocking memory, they're long gone after ten minutes.
I wish I could concentrate but because I can't hear out of my left ear I feel greatly disorientated.
Not a nice feeling.

/walks around in circles.

The WORST.

Here's a list of a few things that are/will be bothering me in the not-too distant future.

- I want a pet ALOT. (see above) (if you haven't any idea what an ALOT is, read http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com = best blog created. Also created the alot.)

- I have a Veronicas song in my head. I haven't heard it since yesterday (on She's The Man, don't judge me or anything, thinking I actually have it on my iPod or something) and it's terrible because I actually want to sing along.

- My acrylic nails are growing out. They're at that stage where they look stupid. But I don't want to rip them off, that hurts.
Although I won't pay $20 to have them taken off, that's a waste of money and quite frankly my method keeps my wallet happy.

- There is a bug harrassing my personal space bubble. He's raping my eyesight and continuously flying onto the computer screen, just to shit me.
I don't like it.

- I read a blog today about 'squidwards suicide' (link is on my facebook) and needless to say I will never look at Spongebob or the company/ its creators the same way again.
I don't care if its bogus; someone actually thought up that whole thing and that's just wrong.

- It's getting warmer. Which means I'll have to remove several of the doonas from my bed. Plus, it'll mean it gets more annoying straightening my hair. I HATE straightening my hair on hot days.
But then again, it looks pretty squiffy naturally so that's incentive enough I suppose.

- I don't know who gave me this cough.
I wish I did. I want to introduce my knee to their groin.

- Camp (aka impending doom) is looming in the future.
I will actually cut off a limb to avoid going.

- I re-dyed the pink in my hair on saturday. That's the third time in three weeks.
The bottle is now empty.
I don't want it to fade so quickly again, I didn't rate being a half-ranga.

- I'm wasting my life. I'm still single. There's so many guys who I could go out with and I always want the ones I haven't a chance with. *cue facepalm*

- There's no more fudge left.
Granted, I ate the last piece so I should be angry at myself for not thinking of FUTURE me and future me's general well-being and happiness. But I didn't think of that then.
So now present me is angry at past me for not thinking of future me.

- I'm running out of wallspace on my walls for pictures of sexy, sexy people.
Considering taking down my Busted/ Son of dork wall considering I don't listen to them anymore/think they're pretty lame.

- I still have two and a bit years left at Aitken College.
Fuuuucka school. I'm so sick of the rules.
neither my hair colour, piercings, dress length etc will affect my learning. Please stop getting ones' underwear in a knot about it.

That's almost it I think guys..
thanks for staying conscious.

Until the next blog.

<3 effy.

I hate it when there's nothing I can do to help a friend in pain.. :(

The Life I lead.

If I'm not on here, I'm on youtube. If I'm not on youtube, I'm most definitely on facebook. I'll be on formspring. I'm on twitter. When I'm at school, I'm still on facebook.
And a majority of my time is spent googling pictures of scarlett johansson.

I mean. yeah.
wow. my life is pretty sad!
and. I rarely write anything interesting in my blogs these days.

Perhaps I'll just fill you in on my day...

- Had RVE first period. Died of boredom, and much alike jeebus, rose from the dead only to die of boredom again.
- Geography.
Luckily didn't get pulled up for plagiarism in my coasts assignment. Probably because I wrote less than a paragraph for the entire thing..Whatever, I ain't doing it next year.
- Maths. Gay substitute teacher who was adamant that he was only baby sitting.
Alright Mr Mcphee. You sit there then.
I proceeded to make strange faces with W and have conversations with him that would be considered mundane and unorthodox if had by anyone other than us.
- Science! Poor Miss H, our class gives that woman so much shit. And she wasn't even making us do anything. We were just chilling. But oath. Sometimes I hate my classmates..
Oh, also casually & erotically massaged T. Enjoyed by both parties.
- Lunchtime, The Beginning Of The End (year 12 music composition thingo)
pretty much rocked my socks off. Happily sang along to When The Sun Goes Down and I Bet That You Look Good On The Dancefloor (Arctic Monkeys) with R while bouncing around like a loony. Went fangirl over the hot year 12's. Froffed the Sh'williams project. (like them on facebook, or i'll hit you. They're pretty fricken cool.) and then yeah. Danced to a bit of blues that Sh'williams played before going onto...
English :D Watching Little Miss Sunshine.
That movie is so cute. When T said it was the most boring movie ever I was a little disheartened because I've always thought that the whole meaning of the movie was amazing.
Standing up for what you believe in, do what you want and fuck the rest.
UNfortunately most of the movie was ruined by B & A & S who seem to lack the ability to STFU.
But I'll soon deal with that. *prepares human centipede-like scenario with needles and stitches for mouths*.

Got on bus.
giggled at B's adorable laugh.
Yelled at R for farting. Covered nose.
Got overly pissed off that my right ear phone officially doesn't work.
Remembered that I'm getting a haircut tomorrow, and I'll have to re-dye the pink in my hair because it's fading too fast.
Came home, watched at least 15 episodes of family guy, fell asleep, was pissed off that The Simpsons aren't on at 6 because of the Commonwealth Games.
Ate daddeh's epic pasta.
Giggled at Starshine's formspring.

Totes gonna go watch Wanted now.
And. eat ice cream. and sleep. and. save more pictures of scarlett.
and cough more.


this blog is a piece of shit!
:D

<3 effy.

I feel the need to write an interesting blog.

but instead here's one of my favourite clips from Family Guy.