1. I have anxiety. It can be quite bad at times. A majority of the time it's irrelevant. I get scared of stupid things, worry too much and bounce my knees until I'm not even doing it consciously anymore.
2. I'm paranoid. Yes, I saw you look at me like that.
Was it intentional?
I'll think about it all day now.
3. I'm sad a lot more often than I'll let on.
I'm sad now actually.
Because two people who meant a lot to me, and I didn't really mean a lot to, made a whole joke about me yesterday (and beforehand, I only found out yesterday) which makes me look like a slut or a stalker or both.
4. I'm losing respect for humans in general.
I wish I was a spaghatta nadle.
5. I also wish I could hear out of my left ear.
6. I get attached to people waaaay too easily. Say something nice to me, and you're good looking? I'm stuck. It's horrible. I feel attracted to at least three people I barely know right now. They give me butterflies and one of them, I've only met once.
7. I'm sick of myself. I'm sick of this anxiety and my constant mood swings.
Oh, and I don't want to go on camp.
8. I'm not in a good mood right now. I don't even know how to/don't even want to finish this blog.
I might even end it here.
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